Dream from Feb or March 2013:
In my dreams most reptiles represent demons. (dinosaurs, snakes, alligators, crocodiles, ect)
My youngest brother and I was on a trail in the woods along a river.
Suddenly we came apon a steep hill that looked hard to climb up. I wasnt looking forward to the tiring climb.
I knew family members were at the top somewhere having a gathering of some sort.
In the river to my right was an alligator made out of moss. It was flat on the top as it followed us as we walked on the tail along the river.
My brother had some how found a bike and was panstakenily struggling hard to ride that small kids bike up that steep hill. At the top of the hill was his wife watching him and kind of cheering him on. My mom was up there somewhere to the left some what able to see him biking the steep hill but remianing quiet. (he has a serious and painful bone disease which makes it hard on him to keep working and getting by but he keeps pushing and does not cave in to give up with Gods help--that is how I interpet that part of the dream)
Meanwhile as my brother was struggling to get up the hill on the bike I was still at the bottom and was deciding to try a new way to get up the hill. I saw a tree right smack beside the river and growing up the hill. It was all bent and easy to climb on and grab a hold of the small branches to pull myself up but it was very tiring and hard. I was having a time of it. But before I could make it up the hill the moss alligator was right there at the shore watching me and I was afraid it might now be able to bite me, before that I wasnt too afraid of it since it was made of moss. I dont know what I used but I chopped it in half and it was then gone.
Then the dream ended.
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Fasting and Prayer: Black Skeletons Biting Me
Dream took place some time from 2010 to 2012 during the time of great unheavel, sorrow and intense spitual attacks.
I was sitting alone in my living room as many black colored skeletons were biting me all over my body. I could not fight them off or even stand up to do so. I felt the horrible pain of their bites. They were terrifyingly scary with the fear of hell all around them.
In the dream I was loudly repeating things like "In the name of Jesus leave me alone!!!!" But they never stopped. I was crying, yelling, pleading in the name of Jesus. It was the 1st time, that I can remember, that saying "in the name of Jesus..." in my dreams did not work.
Finally after a while I heard a voice out of nowhere that says: "these are the types that only fasting and prayer can make them go away"
I then I remembered that verse in the Bible were Jesus said the same thing. I knew it applied to the current events and trilals going on in my life at that time.
I was sitting alone in my living room as many black colored skeletons were biting me all over my body. I could not fight them off or even stand up to do so. I felt the horrible pain of their bites. They were terrifyingly scary with the fear of hell all around them.
In the dream I was loudly repeating things like "In the name of Jesus leave me alone!!!!" But they never stopped. I was crying, yelling, pleading in the name of Jesus. It was the 1st time, that I can remember, that saying "in the name of Jesus..." in my dreams did not work.
Finally after a while I heard a voice out of nowhere that says: "these are the types that only fasting and prayer can make them go away"
I then I remembered that verse in the Bible were Jesus said the same thing. I knew it applied to the current events and trilals going on in my life at that time.
All White Room With Turtles With A Post War Envirnment With Zombie Like People.
Dream from April 26, 2013
I was in a massive sized building like a factory that was out of work and in somewhat poor repair I think. It was drab and dark with no color. Some people were around but did not look my way or talk. It was as if people were hanging out in there for shelter. There was a spot far off in the middle of the factory that I did not get close to. It was not drab and dark like the outer parts of the factory, it had lights on and power and had working machines and people.
Outside the factory it appeared as though it was some kind of post war toren up world with quiet, shell shocked zombie like people slowly and mindlessly walking about outside and in the factory.
I had walked through the factory and went up some stairs. To the right was a door that was opened. I walked down the short hallway to it. A bright white light shown out. As I walked into the room I saw that the ceiling, floor and walls were all a bright, almost too blinding bright, white. On the left wall of the room was a crudely made counter or perhaps you could call it a table that was attached to the wall. It too was the same white as the rest of the room.
My husband and I was in the middle of the room as I was trying to watch over the 2 painted turtles. Sometimes they were my own 2 painted turtles and sometimes they were not. I had to walk them by letting them walk around on the floot to get exersize. My husband thought I was silly for doing that and left the room. The door stayed open.
The turtles kept trying to walk all over the place and I was afraid Id lose them and they'd get hurt. The female turtle climbed the counter table thingy and got stuck up there and titled. I was afraid she'd fall and get hurt or get rolled over on her back and die from being stuck that way.
The other turtle moved about but mostly stayed right smack in the middle of the bright white room.
Then the dream ended.
I was in a massive sized building like a factory that was out of work and in somewhat poor repair I think. It was drab and dark with no color. Some people were around but did not look my way or talk. It was as if people were hanging out in there for shelter. There was a spot far off in the middle of the factory that I did not get close to. It was not drab and dark like the outer parts of the factory, it had lights on and power and had working machines and people.
Outside the factory it appeared as though it was some kind of post war toren up world with quiet, shell shocked zombie like people slowly and mindlessly walking about outside and in the factory.
I had walked through the factory and went up some stairs. To the right was a door that was opened. I walked down the short hallway to it. A bright white light shown out. As I walked into the room I saw that the ceiling, floor and walls were all a bright, almost too blinding bright, white. On the left wall of the room was a crudely made counter or perhaps you could call it a table that was attached to the wall. It too was the same white as the rest of the room.
My husband and I was in the middle of the room as I was trying to watch over the 2 painted turtles. Sometimes they were my own 2 painted turtles and sometimes they were not. I had to walk them by letting them walk around on the floot to get exersize. My husband thought I was silly for doing that and left the room. The door stayed open.
The turtles kept trying to walk all over the place and I was afraid Id lose them and they'd get hurt. The female turtle climbed the counter table thingy and got stuck up there and titled. I was afraid she'd fall and get hurt or get rolled over on her back and die from being stuck that way.
The other turtle moved about but mostly stayed right smack in the middle of the bright white room.
Then the dream ended.
White Circular Platforms Floating and The Hospital
The week of April 23, 2013 I had these dreams:
1st dream:
I had been in a large bathtub or perhaps a whirlpool that clung to the outside of a hospital. The city and everything but me was in black and white and very still and hopeless. I stayed in the large bathtub as it sometimes had water and sometimes did not. I peeked over its tall sides to look in the window at the nurses working. They had on the old fashion white outfits with the nurses caps. I then got out (yes I was dressed) and climbed in the window and over the nurses desk with the paperwork and computer on it. I saw nurses walking in and out of the rooms doing their work.
1 nurse with a white sweater on over her nurses uniform,saw me and yelled at me and told me to get out and that I could not come in. She was in her 50s or 60s and a bit fat or perhaps you could say chubby but not obese. Light brownish short probably permed hair. She was not a tall person. Her face made her seem as if she must be the B word type of lady. Not a happy person.
I knew that to the right in that section was someone I knew but I dont know who it was. I felt like some of my family members were in there but I didnt know for sure.
The entire city was a drab black and white gray like on black and white TVs. Barely any movement in the city. A drab sad looking city that sat on the very edge of an ocean. This is the same city I saw in the below dream #3.
2nd dream:
I was on a floating almost all white circle being an actor in a circus play where we had to drop from the floating circle on ropes to do tricks and say our lines for the audience. I was taking the place of the normal actor. We saw a large body of water in the distance.
Two of the main actors fell I think because their ropes broke. It was 2 men. The1 man had dwarfism.
They both laid on the ground dead and still. The Dwarf stayed dead but the other man some how came back to life weakly. Before the 1 man came back to life I was looking apon their dead faces and feeling sadness in my heart that they died. I silently prayed for them and the entire situation.
It felt like they had died because of something evil doing that to them. It did not feel as if they were in Heaven :(
As they laid there dead I saw where some how as they fell their bodies had come together as if they were conjoined twins stuck together at the head but the fall separted them making their heads and faces seem real distorted. But before my eyes the head and face of the man who came back to life began looking normal. He then got up wondering what happened.
3rd dream:
I was floating on an all white circle over a large body of water by myself. I think it was an ocean. I saw a big city in the distance. It seemed to be in oppression of some sort. I didnt want to float near it and did not.
1st dream:
I had been in a large bathtub or perhaps a whirlpool that clung to the outside of a hospital. The city and everything but me was in black and white and very still and hopeless. I stayed in the large bathtub as it sometimes had water and sometimes did not. I peeked over its tall sides to look in the window at the nurses working. They had on the old fashion white outfits with the nurses caps. I then got out (yes I was dressed) and climbed in the window and over the nurses desk with the paperwork and computer on it. I saw nurses walking in and out of the rooms doing their work.
1 nurse with a white sweater on over her nurses uniform,saw me and yelled at me and told me to get out and that I could not come in. She was in her 50s or 60s and a bit fat or perhaps you could say chubby but not obese. Light brownish short probably permed hair. She was not a tall person. Her face made her seem as if she must be the B word type of lady. Not a happy person.
I knew that to the right in that section was someone I knew but I dont know who it was. I felt like some of my family members were in there but I didnt know for sure.
The entire city was a drab black and white gray like on black and white TVs. Barely any movement in the city. A drab sad looking city that sat on the very edge of an ocean. This is the same city I saw in the below dream #3.
2nd dream:
I was on a floating almost all white circle being an actor in a circus play where we had to drop from the floating circle on ropes to do tricks and say our lines for the audience. I was taking the place of the normal actor. We saw a large body of water in the distance.
Two of the main actors fell I think because their ropes broke. It was 2 men. The1 man had dwarfism.
They both laid on the ground dead and still. The Dwarf stayed dead but the other man some how came back to life weakly. Before the 1 man came back to life I was looking apon their dead faces and feeling sadness in my heart that they died. I silently prayed for them and the entire situation.
It felt like they had died because of something evil doing that to them. It did not feel as if they were in Heaven :(
As they laid there dead I saw where some how as they fell their bodies had come together as if they were conjoined twins stuck together at the head but the fall separted them making their heads and faces seem real distorted. But before my eyes the head and face of the man who came back to life began looking normal. He then got up wondering what happened.
3rd dream:
I was floating on an all white circle over a large body of water by myself. I think it was an ocean. I saw a big city in the distance. It seemed to be in oppression of some sort. I didnt want to float near it and did not.
Friday, April 26, 2013
White Horse April 24, 2013
I dont remember the rest of the dream now. But on the night of April 24, 2013 I clearly remember dreaming that I was riding on an all white horse out in a thinlny wooded forrest off of the trail towards some unknown people who were a ways away and on both sides of the area I was riding on.
The horse was racing ultra fast and I hung on like crazy for fear that I might fall off. I wondered if this is how people on out of control scared racing horses feel.
Ive been seeing a lot of the color white in my dreams recently.
The horse was racing ultra fast and I hung on like crazy for fear that I might fall off. I wondered if this is how people on out of control scared racing horses feel.
Ive been seeing a lot of the color white in my dreams recently.
Seeing Into Heaven Vision and New Changes Since 2010
I see that I have not posted on this blog since 2009.
Much has happened since I lasted posted on here. I hope to go into more detail later. I DO NOT speak of my visual gifts to seek praise for myself. I know Who the Owner is of these dreams and visions and it is NOT me. It is Him, the Lord. We are all gifted differently and that is my gift.
Some of our gifts are just not as accepted or believed in so therefor we get thrown by the way side and thought of as "odd", "weird" "wrong" ect. This is a lie from hell. If your God given spiritual gift is one that is not believed in and you know it is from the Lord then let me advise you to use His power to lift yourself up to use your gift. Dont let that gift go unused. To do so is a sickening shame that ought to not be.
When I have the time I want to write the 3 year account of the massive spiritual attack, warfare and oppression that has been going on in my life. I also want to share the dreams and visions that warned me and that God used to prepare me.
Being one who is seeminly ungifted I know the pain of the rejection from not only the Christian community but from everyone. I keep most of it to myself because of all that. Thankfully I have found some Christian friends that believe in the Bible fully and know that like it says in the Bible dreams and visions are a gift from Him.
DO NOT let yourself be downtrodden because your church thinks the only usuable gifts are things like singing, playing music, teaching, praying, preaching,missions and tending the nursary. Those are much needed gifts but so is the lesser known ones. How many people have let their gifts lay low going to waist because of the deception that certain gifts dont occure these days? All too many Im afraid.
Because of the spirtual warfare and trials Ive had all of my life but especially since 2010 my spirit has grown. NO, Im not perfect, I still make mistakes, but now, finally now I am seeing and feeling God in a more supernatural spiritual way.
Last night and this moring for unknown reasons I have felt a heaviness on me. Ive prayed, read my Bible and pleaded. I confessed my poor attitude. I played praise music. The heaviness is still lingering but lifting. I am the type to want answers fast and I wanted the answer NOW. Hurry and wait seems to be my motto. But perhaps not today for a most reassurring vision came to me this morning after my pleading in prayer.
The Vision Below:
I had been feeling that deep mourning deep down in my soul and felt that feeling in my chest where it seems the soul resides and feels at the most. I cried in prayer not even knowing fully what I was saying or praying for.
I got the thought to close my eyes and shut up as the praise music was playing. So I did. As I did I saw myself in a forrest dressed like a warrior of the old anceint days with an impressive sword in my hand. Demons surrounded me in a circle. I saw myself swinging that long heavy bright sword around in a circle cutting them all in half.
I then walked to a different location in the woods and come to a tree with branches far above my head that could not be reached. Once again a circle of demons appeared around me and I swung the sword in a circle again cutting them in half making them go away.
I then saw on the trunk of the tree a red colored fruit that resembed an apple. It was on an ultra tiny stem that was so short that the fruit looked like it was kind of embedded into the trunk. I picked it and ate it.
Then the forrest started splitting apart just enough for a golden path to appear not far from me. I walked to the path and began walking down it. Soon the forrest around the path began thinning out as the path widened to reveal a large body of water on a sandy beach with a row boat sized boat awaiting me. I got in the boat with my sword in my hand as the boat took us far out onto the body of water and to an island with God's beautiful woods and nature. A ways back from the island beach was a massive sized bright white gateway door. It had 2 very tall large angels gaurding it one on each side. The angels were bright white like the door. It stood out amongst the jungle green of its surroundings.
I some how climbed the door to see what was behind it since the angels didnt budge to open the door or even talk to me. It was almost as if they didnt even see me.
Then the vision changed and I began seeing myself as my minds eyes stood back on the beach looking at me up on that door peering over it. I saw myself not moving up there. I appeared to be amazed at what I saw and felt. I believe that was my spirit that was only allowed to see and hear what was behind that door. Then I was back in the vision body and down off the wall and back on the island beach except for now I was no longer dressed as the fighting warrior with the sword of defense. I was now dressed in new garmets that were bright white like the gate and angels. My sword was gone as was the boat.
I then began almost kind of skimming on the water on my belly with my arms stretched out by my sides as if I was flying. I quickly did that until I reached the beach where I had 1st encountered the boat.
I knew this meant a new begining for my spirit. A new way. I knew it meant I had saw and felt something amazing behind that door that not even those angels knew what was being said to me. I knew my power via Jesus is now stronger and that I am more able to do some powerful spiritual warfare and that now I am more "untouched" whatever that means. I cant discribe in words for only my minds eye can see and feel it.
There is no power greater then Jesus.
The song by Natalie Grant "I Will Not Be Moved" applies to this vision because I will NOT be moved away from Him. I will NOT!
Much has happened since I lasted posted on here. I hope to go into more detail later. I DO NOT speak of my visual gifts to seek praise for myself. I know Who the Owner is of these dreams and visions and it is NOT me. It is Him, the Lord. We are all gifted differently and that is my gift.
Some of our gifts are just not as accepted or believed in so therefor we get thrown by the way side and thought of as "odd", "weird" "wrong" ect. This is a lie from hell. If your God given spiritual gift is one that is not believed in and you know it is from the Lord then let me advise you to use His power to lift yourself up to use your gift. Dont let that gift go unused. To do so is a sickening shame that ought to not be.
When I have the time I want to write the 3 year account of the massive spiritual attack, warfare and oppression that has been going on in my life. I also want to share the dreams and visions that warned me and that God used to prepare me.
Being one who is seeminly ungifted I know the pain of the rejection from not only the Christian community but from everyone. I keep most of it to myself because of all that. Thankfully I have found some Christian friends that believe in the Bible fully and know that like it says in the Bible dreams and visions are a gift from Him.
DO NOT let yourself be downtrodden because your church thinks the only usuable gifts are things like singing, playing music, teaching, praying, preaching,missions and tending the nursary. Those are much needed gifts but so is the lesser known ones. How many people have let their gifts lay low going to waist because of the deception that certain gifts dont occure these days? All too many Im afraid.
Because of the spirtual warfare and trials Ive had all of my life but especially since 2010 my spirit has grown. NO, Im not perfect, I still make mistakes, but now, finally now I am seeing and feeling God in a more supernatural spiritual way.
Last night and this moring for unknown reasons I have felt a heaviness on me. Ive prayed, read my Bible and pleaded. I confessed my poor attitude. I played praise music. The heaviness is still lingering but lifting. I am the type to want answers fast and I wanted the answer NOW. Hurry and wait seems to be my motto. But perhaps not today for a most reassurring vision came to me this morning after my pleading in prayer.
The Vision Below:
I had been feeling that deep mourning deep down in my soul and felt that feeling in my chest where it seems the soul resides and feels at the most. I cried in prayer not even knowing fully what I was saying or praying for.
I got the thought to close my eyes and shut up as the praise music was playing. So I did. As I did I saw myself in a forrest dressed like a warrior of the old anceint days with an impressive sword in my hand. Demons surrounded me in a circle. I saw myself swinging that long heavy bright sword around in a circle cutting them all in half.
I then walked to a different location in the woods and come to a tree with branches far above my head that could not be reached. Once again a circle of demons appeared around me and I swung the sword in a circle again cutting them in half making them go away.
I then saw on the trunk of the tree a red colored fruit that resembed an apple. It was on an ultra tiny stem that was so short that the fruit looked like it was kind of embedded into the trunk. I picked it and ate it.
Then the forrest started splitting apart just enough for a golden path to appear not far from me. I walked to the path and began walking down it. Soon the forrest around the path began thinning out as the path widened to reveal a large body of water on a sandy beach with a row boat sized boat awaiting me. I got in the boat with my sword in my hand as the boat took us far out onto the body of water and to an island with God's beautiful woods and nature. A ways back from the island beach was a massive sized bright white gateway door. It had 2 very tall large angels gaurding it one on each side. The angels were bright white like the door. It stood out amongst the jungle green of its surroundings.
I some how climbed the door to see what was behind it since the angels didnt budge to open the door or even talk to me. It was almost as if they didnt even see me.
Then the vision changed and I began seeing myself as my minds eyes stood back on the beach looking at me up on that door peering over it. I saw myself not moving up there. I appeared to be amazed at what I saw and felt. I believe that was my spirit that was only allowed to see and hear what was behind that door. Then I was back in the vision body and down off the wall and back on the island beach except for now I was no longer dressed as the fighting warrior with the sword of defense. I was now dressed in new garmets that were bright white like the gate and angels. My sword was gone as was the boat.
I then began almost kind of skimming on the water on my belly with my arms stretched out by my sides as if I was flying. I quickly did that until I reached the beach where I had 1st encountered the boat.
I knew this meant a new begining for my spirit. A new way. I knew it meant I had saw and felt something amazing behind that door that not even those angels knew what was being said to me. I knew my power via Jesus is now stronger and that I am more able to do some powerful spiritual warfare and that now I am more "untouched" whatever that means. I cant discribe in words for only my minds eye can see and feel it.
There is no power greater then Jesus.
The song by Natalie Grant "I Will Not Be Moved" applies to this vision because I will NOT be moved away from Him. I will NOT!
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Most MEANINGFUL dream to me. Under strong spriritual evil attack during thses dreams. Found the protection of God in an unlikely place.
Dream typed out on April 6, 2009.
This dream is very meaningful to me and so very clear as to its meaning. I/we was under spiritual attack from demonic forces.
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From Friday to Sunday I was going threw some rather bad trails and dealing with some sever issues from someone else.
Sunday night I cried out to Jesus for protection and help. The help came last night about an hour or so after I gave it to God and cried out to Jesus.
It is Monday now. From Thursday to Saturday I had dreams that evil demonic beings in the form of T- rex dinosaurs ( yeah I know it sounds corny) where roaming about the earth devouring people. Everywhere they went they brought terror, strife, fear, death and trouble. Just seeing them and feeling them near by was nearly debilitating and tended to cause panic with in me and others.
I kept trying to hide but could not. No where I hid was safe. The fear was grasping me deep with in my soul. In one dream I climbed as high in a tree as I could trying to escape the demon dinos. One saw me and came to the tree. The cats were climbing up the tree too. I don't know where the people were at this point but I figure they were eaten up because I saw the demons attacking them out in the fields.
Anyways some of the cats climbed up higher and higher in order to escape the demon. Others just sat there on a low limb as if it was normal for an evil T-rex to growl and scream at them while he grabbed them up eating them. It tried reaching me. I climbed as far as I could and wondered how painful it would be to be eaten by it.
The fear was griping. But it tried and tried and could not reach me.Those dreams went from Thursday night to Saturday night. And then Sunday night (last night) while awake I cried out to Jesus for help. Help came and the troubling situation was lifted from me. I had not been handling my troubling situation as well as I should have. In the dreams I did not feel much protection but still received it some how.
But last night I had the most troubling dream compared to the others I had the past few nights but some how felt some protection even tho I was fearful.In last nights dream I saw and felt one of the most powerful vial horrid demon creatures I had ever felt/saw before in a dream. It could fly. It was huge with big eyes. It was kind of shaped and colored like a cloud but very large. It would fly around always looking for people. Its giant eyes were always watching and moving from side to side looking. looking..... looking.It held its big wide mouth open and engulfed with in it locations, houses and lots of people.
Everywhere it went it brought about terror, pain, fear, and death. There was no escape. There was no hiding place. No weapon could stop it. I was out in the country side in a location not known by me. I had some how got the feeling that the thing was looking for me and that this time I was its main target.
I came upon this old small beat up house trailer. It did not look like anything that could protect me from that creature. There was a hill beside it mostly blocking the view of the fancy rich homes next to it. People were outside of those fancy homes screaming in terror and being killed.
I looked at those nice homes and people and felt like it was unsafe seeking shelter amongst them. I was dirty, hungry and thirsty. I went inside the old trailer. Inside the old trailer was food water and a shower. An old lady in the trailer washed my clothes and I was able to shower and be clean. I knew it was coming for me. I got the feeling it could also not only see people but smell us too thus searching for us by sight and scent. I looked out the window and saw it in the sky coming towards the trailer.
I some how felt safe in that old trailer but my mind knew that a beat up old trailer like this could not stop a creature like that. But some how I was safe. The creature was about to fly over the trailer as I watched its roaming eyes looking for me. It normally destroyed homes it flew over. But it flew over the house trailer as if it did not even see it. It never even focused its eyes on the trailer. I could feel its evilness. Evil like that grips one to their soul.
I now think I know what the dreams mean. With the 3 nights of dreams of demonic T-rex dinos they represented the evil forces that were about to and were giving me much strife and trouble and trails over the weekend. The pain and heartache and stress. I was not feeling much protection in those dreams because during those days in my waking hours I was not giving it all to God as much as I should have but even so He was with me.
The dream with the evil flying thing and the house trailer is meaningful to me. The flier was more then just an ordinary demon. Perhaps one of greater power I don't know. But it also represented much stress and trouble, trouble that could lead to bad bad stuff if I had allowed myself to been caught up in it. The beat up old small house trailer represented God. Yeah I know that might make some flip out but hear me out. That old trailer did not look like anything people would flock to.
It was ordinary but there for anyone to come in and for anyone who was seeking help and safety. It was as if the hill was purposly blocking the view of the trailure from the people in the fancy homes just like our sins sometimes block us from seeing the truth and reaching out for God. With in the trailer was safety and comfort and the things I needed just as with God.
The evil vial creature flying over the trailer could not see me or harm me because the trailer (God) was shielding me and protecting me from the creatures sight and since of smell.It shows me that we can expect God in areas that we would never expect such as the beat up old small house trailer.
With in that trailer was the safety, comfort and life every person wanted but they kept refusing to go to it and open the door to see inside of it. Instead they chose their fancy homes just as in real life people so often do not choose God for their help.
I had that dream last night after I gave the troubling situation all to God.
This dream is very meaningful to me and so very clear as to its meaning. I/we was under spiritual attack from demonic forces.
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From Friday to Sunday I was going threw some rather bad trails and dealing with some sever issues from someone else.
Sunday night I cried out to Jesus for protection and help. The help came last night about an hour or so after I gave it to God and cried out to Jesus.
It is Monday now. From Thursday to Saturday I had dreams that evil demonic beings in the form of T- rex dinosaurs ( yeah I know it sounds corny) where roaming about the earth devouring people. Everywhere they went they brought terror, strife, fear, death and trouble. Just seeing them and feeling them near by was nearly debilitating and tended to cause panic with in me and others.
I kept trying to hide but could not. No where I hid was safe. The fear was grasping me deep with in my soul. In one dream I climbed as high in a tree as I could trying to escape the demon dinos. One saw me and came to the tree. The cats were climbing up the tree too. I don't know where the people were at this point but I figure they were eaten up because I saw the demons attacking them out in the fields.
Anyways some of the cats climbed up higher and higher in order to escape the demon. Others just sat there on a low limb as if it was normal for an evil T-rex to growl and scream at them while he grabbed them up eating them. It tried reaching me. I climbed as far as I could and wondered how painful it would be to be eaten by it.
The fear was griping. But it tried and tried and could not reach me.Those dreams went from Thursday night to Saturday night. And then Sunday night (last night) while awake I cried out to Jesus for help. Help came and the troubling situation was lifted from me. I had not been handling my troubling situation as well as I should have. In the dreams I did not feel much protection but still received it some how.
But last night I had the most troubling dream compared to the others I had the past few nights but some how felt some protection even tho I was fearful.In last nights dream I saw and felt one of the most powerful vial horrid demon creatures I had ever felt/saw before in a dream. It could fly. It was huge with big eyes. It was kind of shaped and colored like a cloud but very large. It would fly around always looking for people. Its giant eyes were always watching and moving from side to side looking. looking..... looking.It held its big wide mouth open and engulfed with in it locations, houses and lots of people.
Everywhere it went it brought about terror, pain, fear, and death. There was no escape. There was no hiding place. No weapon could stop it. I was out in the country side in a location not known by me. I had some how got the feeling that the thing was looking for me and that this time I was its main target.
I came upon this old small beat up house trailer. It did not look like anything that could protect me from that creature. There was a hill beside it mostly blocking the view of the fancy rich homes next to it. People were outside of those fancy homes screaming in terror and being killed.
I looked at those nice homes and people and felt like it was unsafe seeking shelter amongst them. I was dirty, hungry and thirsty. I went inside the old trailer. Inside the old trailer was food water and a shower. An old lady in the trailer washed my clothes and I was able to shower and be clean. I knew it was coming for me. I got the feeling it could also not only see people but smell us too thus searching for us by sight and scent. I looked out the window and saw it in the sky coming towards the trailer.
I some how felt safe in that old trailer but my mind knew that a beat up old trailer like this could not stop a creature like that. But some how I was safe. The creature was about to fly over the trailer as I watched its roaming eyes looking for me. It normally destroyed homes it flew over. But it flew over the house trailer as if it did not even see it. It never even focused its eyes on the trailer. I could feel its evilness. Evil like that grips one to their soul.
I now think I know what the dreams mean. With the 3 nights of dreams of demonic T-rex dinos they represented the evil forces that were about to and were giving me much strife and trouble and trails over the weekend. The pain and heartache and stress. I was not feeling much protection in those dreams because during those days in my waking hours I was not giving it all to God as much as I should have but even so He was with me.
The dream with the evil flying thing and the house trailer is meaningful to me. The flier was more then just an ordinary demon. Perhaps one of greater power I don't know. But it also represented much stress and trouble, trouble that could lead to bad bad stuff if I had allowed myself to been caught up in it. The beat up old small house trailer represented God. Yeah I know that might make some flip out but hear me out. That old trailer did not look like anything people would flock to.
It was ordinary but there for anyone to come in and for anyone who was seeking help and safety. It was as if the hill was purposly blocking the view of the trailure from the people in the fancy homes just like our sins sometimes block us from seeing the truth and reaching out for God. With in the trailer was safety and comfort and the things I needed just as with God.
The evil vial creature flying over the trailer could not see me or harm me because the trailer (God) was shielding me and protecting me from the creatures sight and since of smell.It shows me that we can expect God in areas that we would never expect such as the beat up old small house trailer.
With in that trailer was the safety, comfort and life every person wanted but they kept refusing to go to it and open the door to see inside of it. Instead they chose their fancy homes just as in real life people so often do not choose God for their help.
I had that dream last night after I gave the troubling situation all to God.
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