I posted this in an online prophetic Christian group. The response is there too:
I posted:
"For about 2 weeks now I've been seeing what appears to be DNA strands like the picture below. Why might this be?"
Someone responded with:
"God is showing you that you are one of a kind... a special creation made by Him. And just as the DNA strands determine every detail of who you are physically He is individualizing your spiritual life and has a specific purpose for you in His kingdom."
My response to that:
"what you said reached a part of my heart and made me cry out to the Lord for more help, strength and guidance. I believe you are 100% correct.
Last night at church someone said about the same thing to me without me saying anything about seeing the DNA strands.
People keep telling me Im one of a kind.
Some belittle me for being different.
Some like me for being different.
I fit in with every group and do not fit in with any group at the same time.
God has always used my differentness but now He is using it more and more.
I see Him working in me to befriend people others cant without me having to be preachy, pushy and Bible thumping.
Thank you :)"
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Someone had just told me that last night and others have indicated it before too. I guess it confirms it to me. I had been realizing it slowly over time.
OK, so now am I using this "gift of differentness" correctly?
Last night an elder and prophet had said that I was the current spiritual authority over a friend I've been bringing to church and counseling with. I am not a pastor or anything like that so the words struck me deep and made me realize that I have got to make sure I'm taking things seriously and be careful of my actions and words so I don't cause spiritual harm to my friend and others I'm speaking with. Wow! Humbling and sobering! I've got to make sure I'm a good girl, lol.
Multiple times a day I've been having to cry out to the Lord for help. Am I giving the correct response to people? Am I doing it right? I worry about that kind of stuff.
I've always been the different one and people see and know it soon after meeting me it seems. Either they do or don't like me.
I let my freak flag fly I guess. And most people don't seem to care and in fact many like it.
Don't get me wrong I'm not saying I'm-all-that. I know I'm just as much of a sinner as anyone else is. I screw up like everyone else. But like every other Christian I have chosen Jesus and therefor He covers my screw ups and I get another chance to do it right.
I've known for a while that only I can take on the friendships of certain people that others can not. I see the beautify in the plants, people and environments that others cant. I know because of my different ways of thinking and my seemingly odd perspectives that I come across as a really different sort of person.
Sometimes it hurts and I feel lonely not having anyone else who understands. But this year 2013 God has been placing people in my path who feel similarly to me due to their special uniqueness. I'm not alone.
