I dont remember the rest of the dream now. But on the night of April 24, 2013 I clearly remember dreaming that I was riding on an all white horse out in a thinlny wooded forrest off of the trail towards some unknown people who were a ways away and on both sides of the area I was riding on.
The horse was racing ultra fast and I hung on like crazy for fear that I might fall off. I wondered if this is how people on out of control scared racing horses feel.
Ive been seeing a lot of the color white in my dreams recently.
Friday, April 26, 2013
Seeing Into Heaven Vision and New Changes Since 2010
I see that I have not posted on this blog since 2009.
Much has happened since I lasted posted on here. I hope to go into more detail later. I DO NOT speak of my visual gifts to seek praise for myself. I know Who the Owner is of these dreams and visions and it is NOT me. It is Him, the Lord. We are all gifted differently and that is my gift.
Some of our gifts are just not as accepted or believed in so therefor we get thrown by the way side and thought of as "odd", "weird" "wrong" ect. This is a lie from hell. If your God given spiritual gift is one that is not believed in and you know it is from the Lord then let me advise you to use His power to lift yourself up to use your gift. Dont let that gift go unused. To do so is a sickening shame that ought to not be.
When I have the time I want to write the 3 year account of the massive spiritual attack, warfare and oppression that has been going on in my life. I also want to share the dreams and visions that warned me and that God used to prepare me.
Being one who is seeminly ungifted I know the pain of the rejection from not only the Christian community but from everyone. I keep most of it to myself because of all that. Thankfully I have found some Christian friends that believe in the Bible fully and know that like it says in the Bible dreams and visions are a gift from Him.
DO NOT let yourself be downtrodden because your church thinks the only usuable gifts are things like singing, playing music, teaching, praying, preaching,missions and tending the nursary. Those are much needed gifts but so is the lesser known ones. How many people have let their gifts lay low going to waist because of the deception that certain gifts dont occure these days? All too many Im afraid.
Because of the spirtual warfare and trials Ive had all of my life but especially since 2010 my spirit has grown. NO, Im not perfect, I still make mistakes, but now, finally now I am seeing and feeling God in a more supernatural spiritual way.
Last night and this moring for unknown reasons I have felt a heaviness on me. Ive prayed, read my Bible and pleaded. I confessed my poor attitude. I played praise music. The heaviness is still lingering but lifting. I am the type to want answers fast and I wanted the answer NOW. Hurry and wait seems to be my motto. But perhaps not today for a most reassurring vision came to me this morning after my pleading in prayer.
The Vision Below:
I had been feeling that deep mourning deep down in my soul and felt that feeling in my chest where it seems the soul resides and feels at the most. I cried in prayer not even knowing fully what I was saying or praying for.
I got the thought to close my eyes and shut up as the praise music was playing. So I did. As I did I saw myself in a forrest dressed like a warrior of the old anceint days with an impressive sword in my hand. Demons surrounded me in a circle. I saw myself swinging that long heavy bright sword around in a circle cutting them all in half.
I then walked to a different location in the woods and come to a tree with branches far above my head that could not be reached. Once again a circle of demons appeared around me and I swung the sword in a circle again cutting them in half making them go away.
I then saw on the trunk of the tree a red colored fruit that resembed an apple. It was on an ultra tiny stem that was so short that the fruit looked like it was kind of embedded into the trunk. I picked it and ate it.
Then the forrest started splitting apart just enough for a golden path to appear not far from me. I walked to the path and began walking down it. Soon the forrest around the path began thinning out as the path widened to reveal a large body of water on a sandy beach with a row boat sized boat awaiting me. I got in the boat with my sword in my hand as the boat took us far out onto the body of water and to an island with God's beautiful woods and nature. A ways back from the island beach was a massive sized bright white gateway door. It had 2 very tall large angels gaurding it one on each side. The angels were bright white like the door. It stood out amongst the jungle green of its surroundings.
I some how climbed the door to see what was behind it since the angels didnt budge to open the door or even talk to me. It was almost as if they didnt even see me.
Then the vision changed and I began seeing myself as my minds eyes stood back on the beach looking at me up on that door peering over it. I saw myself not moving up there. I appeared to be amazed at what I saw and felt. I believe that was my spirit that was only allowed to see and hear what was behind that door. Then I was back in the vision body and down off the wall and back on the island beach except for now I was no longer dressed as the fighting warrior with the sword of defense. I was now dressed in new garmets that were bright white like the gate and angels. My sword was gone as was the boat.
I then began almost kind of skimming on the water on my belly with my arms stretched out by my sides as if I was flying. I quickly did that until I reached the beach where I had 1st encountered the boat.
I knew this meant a new begining for my spirit. A new way. I knew it meant I had saw and felt something amazing behind that door that not even those angels knew what was being said to me. I knew my power via Jesus is now stronger and that I am more able to do some powerful spiritual warfare and that now I am more "untouched" whatever that means. I cant discribe in words for only my minds eye can see and feel it.
There is no power greater then Jesus.
The song by Natalie Grant "I Will Not Be Moved" applies to this vision because I will NOT be moved away from Him. I will NOT!
Much has happened since I lasted posted on here. I hope to go into more detail later. I DO NOT speak of my visual gifts to seek praise for myself. I know Who the Owner is of these dreams and visions and it is NOT me. It is Him, the Lord. We are all gifted differently and that is my gift.
Some of our gifts are just not as accepted or believed in so therefor we get thrown by the way side and thought of as "odd", "weird" "wrong" ect. This is a lie from hell. If your God given spiritual gift is one that is not believed in and you know it is from the Lord then let me advise you to use His power to lift yourself up to use your gift. Dont let that gift go unused. To do so is a sickening shame that ought to not be.
When I have the time I want to write the 3 year account of the massive spiritual attack, warfare and oppression that has been going on in my life. I also want to share the dreams and visions that warned me and that God used to prepare me.
Being one who is seeminly ungifted I know the pain of the rejection from not only the Christian community but from everyone. I keep most of it to myself because of all that. Thankfully I have found some Christian friends that believe in the Bible fully and know that like it says in the Bible dreams and visions are a gift from Him.
DO NOT let yourself be downtrodden because your church thinks the only usuable gifts are things like singing, playing music, teaching, praying, preaching,missions and tending the nursary. Those are much needed gifts but so is the lesser known ones. How many people have let their gifts lay low going to waist because of the deception that certain gifts dont occure these days? All too many Im afraid.
Because of the spirtual warfare and trials Ive had all of my life but especially since 2010 my spirit has grown. NO, Im not perfect, I still make mistakes, but now, finally now I am seeing and feeling God in a more supernatural spiritual way.
Last night and this moring for unknown reasons I have felt a heaviness on me. Ive prayed, read my Bible and pleaded. I confessed my poor attitude. I played praise music. The heaviness is still lingering but lifting. I am the type to want answers fast and I wanted the answer NOW. Hurry and wait seems to be my motto. But perhaps not today for a most reassurring vision came to me this morning after my pleading in prayer.
The Vision Below:
I had been feeling that deep mourning deep down in my soul and felt that feeling in my chest where it seems the soul resides and feels at the most. I cried in prayer not even knowing fully what I was saying or praying for.
I got the thought to close my eyes and shut up as the praise music was playing. So I did. As I did I saw myself in a forrest dressed like a warrior of the old anceint days with an impressive sword in my hand. Demons surrounded me in a circle. I saw myself swinging that long heavy bright sword around in a circle cutting them all in half.
I then walked to a different location in the woods and come to a tree with branches far above my head that could not be reached. Once again a circle of demons appeared around me and I swung the sword in a circle again cutting them in half making them go away.
I then saw on the trunk of the tree a red colored fruit that resembed an apple. It was on an ultra tiny stem that was so short that the fruit looked like it was kind of embedded into the trunk. I picked it and ate it.
Then the forrest started splitting apart just enough for a golden path to appear not far from me. I walked to the path and began walking down it. Soon the forrest around the path began thinning out as the path widened to reveal a large body of water on a sandy beach with a row boat sized boat awaiting me. I got in the boat with my sword in my hand as the boat took us far out onto the body of water and to an island with God's beautiful woods and nature. A ways back from the island beach was a massive sized bright white gateway door. It had 2 very tall large angels gaurding it one on each side. The angels were bright white like the door. It stood out amongst the jungle green of its surroundings.
I some how climbed the door to see what was behind it since the angels didnt budge to open the door or even talk to me. It was almost as if they didnt even see me.
Then the vision changed and I began seeing myself as my minds eyes stood back on the beach looking at me up on that door peering over it. I saw myself not moving up there. I appeared to be amazed at what I saw and felt. I believe that was my spirit that was only allowed to see and hear what was behind that door. Then I was back in the vision body and down off the wall and back on the island beach except for now I was no longer dressed as the fighting warrior with the sword of defense. I was now dressed in new garmets that were bright white like the gate and angels. My sword was gone as was the boat.
I then began almost kind of skimming on the water on my belly with my arms stretched out by my sides as if I was flying. I quickly did that until I reached the beach where I had 1st encountered the boat.
I knew this meant a new begining for my spirit. A new way. I knew it meant I had saw and felt something amazing behind that door that not even those angels knew what was being said to me. I knew my power via Jesus is now stronger and that I am more able to do some powerful spiritual warfare and that now I am more "untouched" whatever that means. I cant discribe in words for only my minds eye can see and feel it.
There is no power greater then Jesus.
The song by Natalie Grant "I Will Not Be Moved" applies to this vision because I will NOT be moved away from Him. I will NOT!
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