A few months back I had a very real dream that my front yard was packed full of those giant types of sun flowers that get probably 10 tall. They were blooming nicely looking beautiful. Not a single blade of grass could be saw.
At the end of my side walk (by the road) was a beautiful bright white glowing light that I knew to be Heaven. While standing at the end of the side walk about to go into that light I looked back and saw my husband hiding in the sunflowers but peeking out for unknown reasons. He was near the porch. I also saw my children as adults standing on the porch with 3 young children and an infant in the arms of my oldest child. I had 4 grandkids.
I wanted to go to Heaven while at the same time not wanting to leave my family. But my kids stayed on the porch with their children looking at me as if to tell me they will be ok. The oldest one especially looked at me and seemed to always be aware what was going on unlike my husband and other child. The oldest child also happens to be one who dreams and sees as well. My husband continued to watch as he poked his head out of the forrest of tall sunflowers.
But in the dream I kept feeling and saying "I dunno because Im not ready yet, what about the kids and my husband?" I fretted a bit and kept saying Im not ready to leave them yet.
I woke up before I could go into Heaven through that light.
My kids are young. In order for me to have 4 grandkids about 20 years still needs to go by. Well, that gives me time to live for a good while yet :) In fact I think Ill live longer then that!
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