"I hate The Day You Were Born!"

In 2011 I had been in the middle of long lasting spiritual battle. But now I was winning. I was learning spiritually and growing and being put through a lot. For my families privacy I wont say what all was going on but it was enough to make a person cave in. I sometimes felt like caving in and giving up. But I'm too stubborn for that.

I was having a terrible nightmare that my husband was in the physical act of cheating on me and he didn't care even though I was standing there in the room screaming for him to stop. He laughed at me taunting me refusing to stop. But I refused to be a loser. I did not lose myself.

He looked directly at me and his face changed as he said with a different voice "I hate the day you were born!"

Now I know that was not really my husband. It was demonic torment using the image of my husband to try and bother me. His eyes showed evil as did the scow on the face. The voice was demonic  too.

As it told me it hated me I saw even more evil come from those eyes pouring out directly at me.

But I knew for it to say that that it meant via the power of Jesus I WAS winning and the demonic forces were losing! Perhaps it was tormenting the demonic world that I have Jesus and use His power often.

So, yes I woke up emotionally wore out from that very real dream but also with a since of  relief that I've been doing something right, and I thank Jesus for that! 2 years later and I still see the horrid demonic scow on the face and in those eyes.

But because of Jesus I win! Or should I say "We win" because after all I could not have won without the power and strength of Jesus. So yes We (Jesus and I) won and will continue to do so ;)