Circus Tent. Encouraged To Exersize.

I fell asleep in my recliner chair and began dreaming very lucid
and real type dreams today.

In the dream I was in the living room where my recliner chair is. I had cleared out some of the furniture in the dream to provide room for exercising. Suddenly a strip of linoleum was there and I was using some sort of wheeled device in both my hands and I would fall straight down on the floor as the devices made me roll out straight then Id lift back up. All while I was doing that there was an older plump motherly black woman behind me urging me on to keep on keeping on to get stronger and healthier. She seemed to be rather concerned for me.

Outside the living room window it was a bright sunny summer day and a circus tent of some sort was set up. I was wondering if anyone was gonna camp in my yard. I was worried that my husband would be angry that the circus tent was put up butted up to our house corner and yard.

All during the dream I kept having fear that my husband would come home from work and be angry over the circus tent and activities going on outside our house. I heard the back door open and heard his footsteps coming in, but I never saw him. It was so real I woke up thinking he was home as I felt the doom that comes with worrying about someone getting upset.

Recent Happenings and The Evergreen Airplane Dream

I haven't been blogging a lot of my recent dreams and visuals.
I was in the hospital for a week which didn't help any.

I am concerned that the past few months my dreams have not been as prophetic
as they normally are. Someone suggested that perhaps that might be because God is
increasing me in another gift while the seer gifting rest. I don't know, it's possible.

I've had rather bad stress going on which hasn't been helping my health lately nor anything else so perhaps that too might be interfering with my dreams and visuals?

Nevertheless I'm still here, alive, breathing and enjoying the Creator's creations.

Last night I dreamed that I was inside a very large airplane that was grounded. I saw my youngest unbuckled and I got after her to put her seat belt on. Inside the plane it had levels like an upstairs. Inside it did not look like a plane with rows of seats. The upstairs had a store section where my one niece's husband was in charge of doing the selling and trading. I traded him a large jar of brand name peanut butter for 2 eggs that he had already broke into a container. In my dream I was thinking that it was an unfair trade.

Outside of the plane window I saw a large forest growing along the coast but I did not see the body of water. The plane seemed to be parked on the beach or close to it.
On the outskirts of the forest was a massive giant thick tall evergreen tree that was bigger then any I've ever saw in the waking world. It was the only one like it as it stood amongst 1000s of non-evergreen trees. It would sometimes bend down all the way to the ground like it was falling, then it would suddenly stand back up tall and strong. It seemed as though the wind was blowing only it down then it would come back up.
Most folks could not see that happening even though they were also looking out the window although a few people did see it including a middle aged man on the plane.

Part of the time There was a roller coaster somewhere outside of the plane that people were riding.

What does it all mean? I have an idea on a few things but at this time I don't know for sure. I just know it stands out in my memory.

Wind Walker

Wind Walker is the name recently given to me by my friend whom is a Christian Miami Indian elder.
He felt it impressed upon him that my name is to be Wind Walker because I am so sentivite to the Holy Spirit "riding the wind" with Him walking with Him.
It is humbling to say the least. Am I worthy of such a name and description?
I cant help but to think that Im not good enough for such a meaningful name
due to how imperfect I am. I have sinned. I make mistakes. I get caught up in wrong mindsets. etc. But seriously does all that matter down deep?

King David of the Bible was a horrid sinner who killed and cheated and seemed to keep messing things up. But even so he still had a heart for the Lord relying on Him and trusting in Him and being willing to be His servent and used by Him. And God blessed him mightily for that despite Kind David's many errors.
I do not claim to come even close to being like Kind David or anyone else. I am me the me God made me to be.
It's humbling to know that my words and actions carry more weight then I thought they did.

Such a responsibility that I have failed at so many times :(
But every time that I call out to Jesus to lift me up and help me pick myself back up
He does. He never leaves my side saying things like:
 "well, she really messed that up I'm done with her!"
Instead He keeps on loving us giving us new chances.
Can I ride the Wind well enough?
Can I walk with the Wind well enough?
Not in my own human understanding and strength I cant. But in Him and His strength I can.
 Servant of the Lord,
Wind Walker
----------------------Click below link for the song "Ride The Wind" by Broken Arrows.---------------
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VF7VvoM9Vwo

Seer Training Elder Confirmation

Wow, how things finally work out!

All of my life I've known I wasn't like everyone else. I tend to see things way out of the box while most others see with in the box. I don't tend to look on things like most others do. I am my own person independent.

Others know I'm "different".

It seems as though most people can only handle me in small doses. I don't talk to most others about the things I see and feel.  I don't say things to freak them out and stuff like that.

I've always known my dreams have been potent and amazing. So real like full of things people cant believe.

I lived 41 years with God training me slowly over time showing me things which I now know was preparing me for when the time was right. Then this year a month before I turned 42 God lead me to a group of Christians who would not think I was a nut and would discern things about me. They, especially the preacher, helped me via the knowledge of God. One thing lead to another and my God given gifting began increasing and growing and now I am friends with a Miami Indian Chief Elder who is a Godly man and Prophet going to my church.

He confirmed tonight that I am a seer as I had expected. He is slowly going to be helping train me. And the extra exciting fact is that he is respectful and loving to the Native ways since he too is Native. It takes a Native to get a Native.

A Godly for real Prophet training me in the seer gifting whom is also a Native like myself. Yeah, way to cool hey?

He said God will restore all that satan as taken from me over my lifetime. God will heal the broken and lonely heart. The poor health. The money issues. All is to be restored.

My God given seer gifting is to be increased big time.

To good to be true?

My heart is happy.

My Odd Ball DNA

For several weeks now I've been seeing what appears to be DNA strands such as the picture I posted above. I see them turning around.

I posted this in an online prophetic Christian group. The response is there too:

I posted:
"For about 2 weeks now I've been seeing what appears to be DNA strands like the picture below. Why might this be?"

Someone responded with:
"God is showing you that you are one of a kind... a special creation made by Him. And just as the DNA strands determine every detail of who you are physically He is individualizing your spiritual life and has a specific purpose for you in His kingdom."

My response to that:
"what you said reached a part of my heart and made me cry out to the Lord for more help, strength and guidance. I believe you are 100% correct.
Last night at church someone said about the same thing to me without me saying anything about seeing the DNA strands.
People keep telling me Im one of a kind.
Some belittle me for being different.
Some like me for being different.
I fit in with every group and do not fit in with any group at the same time.
God has always used my differentness but now He is using it more and more.
I see Him working in me to befriend people others cant without me having to be preachy, pushy and Bible thumping.
Thank you :)"
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Someone had just told me that last night and others have indicated it before too. I guess it confirms it to me. I had been realizing it slowly over time.

OK, so now am I using this "gift of differentness" correctly?

Last night an elder and prophet had said that I was the current spiritual authority over a friend I've been bringing to church and counseling with. I am not a pastor or anything like that so the words struck me deep and made me realize that I have got to make sure I'm taking things seriously and be careful of my actions and words so I don't cause spiritual harm to my friend and others I'm speaking with. Wow! Humbling and sobering! I've got to make sure I'm a good girl, lol.

Multiple times a day I've been having to cry out to the Lord for help. Am I giving the correct response to people? Am I doing it right? I worry about that kind of stuff.

I've always been the different one and people see and know it soon after meeting me it seems. Either they do or don't like me.

I let my freak flag fly I guess. And most people don't seem to care and in fact many like it.

Don't get me wrong I'm not saying I'm-all-that. I know I'm just as much of a sinner as anyone else is. I screw up like everyone else. But like every other Christian I have chosen Jesus and therefor He covers my screw ups and I get another chance to do it right.

I've known for a while that only I can take on the friendships of certain people that others can not. I see the beautify in the plants, people and environments that others cant. I know because of my different ways of thinking and my seemingly odd perspectives that I come across as a really different sort of person.

Sometimes it hurts and I feel lonely not having anyone else who understands. But this year 2013 God has been placing people in my path who feel similarly to me due to their special uniqueness. I'm not alone.

The Retangle With 4 Doors.

Out in the wooded wilderness there was a large rectangle outlined with trees.

On each side of the rectangle was a door each of a different color.
The colors were yellow, purple, white and black.
Here is what the doors opened up into:

Yellow door:  Opened into God's bounty such as flowers, fruits, water,
 greenery, trees, plants, etc. His lovely bounty. Bright day.

Purple door:  Opened into a room that had purple flooring and walls. In this room was gold and many wrapped gifts of various sizes, shapes and colors.

White door:  Opened into a room that contained a bright amazing bright, very bright white glowing light. It was so white it made it somewhat hard to see the angels all standing in a long line at the door waiting to be told what to do for God and when they get their job orders they go carry out His will. I believe since we are not to worship the angels that is why their presence is not strong enough to be seen clearly in that bright white glow. The Light is of the Lord, His amazing presence taking over. An amazing light that is so bright I cant describe it in words but the brightness does not hurt your eyes, it does not blind you.

Black door:  If it were to be opened it opens the door to hell with all the demonic influences rushing out to go do the bidding and will of their evil master. The door knob was jiggling. A demon was looking through the keyhole watching me. I knew that if I did or said something sinful/wrongful mindset, etc. that it would open that black door which gives the demonic world the spiritual authority to come cause us trouble. You know like anger, unforgivenss, lust, jealously, hatred, adultery, fornication, bitterness, easily offended, fighting etc.
It's ok to feel emotions but it is what we do with them that can get us into trouble. And when we do the wrong thing with those emotions and temptations we open that black door and give the evil ones the authority to do their destruction into our lives. Whenever you get those negative thoughts don't keep wallering in them. Instead pray about it, pray for direction and truth. Don't go talking to everyone about it because they only leads to them thinking negative about the person or situation. It's ok to talk about things but make it be a trusted godly person whom you know wont go blabber and judge. But sometimes some things need not to be said and should only be prayed about.

In the vision a bright white sword came out of no where and sliced off the door knob on the black door. Then a putty or cement or something was plastered over the keyhole so the vision of the evil spirits behind that door was blocked.

I turned my back to that black door and looked upon the other 3 doors which were open.
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I know we cant be perfect. We sin, we screw up, we are imperfect. We need not live a legalistic life trying to always think and feel and do the perfect things in order to please God. That would not be joy would it? We cant have joy by living by tons of rules that our earthly flesh cant 24/7 obey. So don't live rigged.

But also don't go in the other direction and live too loosely thinking we can go do whatever we want because after all God loves us anyways and Jesus died for those sins so why not go do what I want? That too is a dangerous mind set to have, a spiritually deadly mind set.

I think both the legalistic and the loose living mindsets open the black door.

Poisonous snake lashing out.

Last night I dreamed that me and some of my family members were outside by this fruit tree during the almost dark hours and a mean nasty looking angry snake with a big head and big fangs was there in the weeds trying to lash out and bite at us. It's body wasn't big, it's head got bigger the longer I looked at it though.

I kept saying stuff like "it has fangs and that means it is a poisonous snake so get away from it!"

But no one would listen. They just stood there looking dumb and not listening. One person even went up to it to get a closer look at it as it tried striking out at him.

But for some reason the evil snake was not able to move its body from that spot which meant its reach was limited and unable to bite us.
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Isn't that so like how we humans are?

We don't always see the danger, sometimes we get closer to the danger as it keeps trying to strike us. Sometimes it actually does strike us and we suffer because of it. But there are many times when we have chosen to be protected and the enemy can not strike.

Hi Husband

This is just a test post to prove I am me to the he that is him who is reading this.

Say that 6 times very fast without messing up!

Black Fiery Horses and What Spiritual Gifts Look Like

Dream atmosphere:
Outdoors. No man made things around. A light to medium wooded landscape making it shady in the woods while sunny outside of the parameter of the woods. Dream was inside the woods where Im normally at due to in real life I get sun sick and cant be in the sunshine for long. Good weather. Not cold. Not hot. Trees had leaves and the ground didn't have greenery but the ground was dry and free from weeds, briers, etc.

The dream was long with many aspects to it but the part that was made intent, strong and memorable was the part about the gifts.

I was in spirit form and therefor able to "fly" around verses walking around. I was hanging out with whomever the unseen force was that I could hear speaking. It was giving out spiritual gifts/talents to people. Each gift was shaped as a colorful animal that had sheep wool for fur no matter what kind of animal it was. I saw lime green, orange, brown gifts and more. Each gift did not move or become alive at that point but there was the feeling that they would be later on down the road. Before the person was born their gift was discussed and given out to them and at some point the gift was handed to the hands of their spirit. I kept wondering what my gift was gonna be. It was not clear if this was before I was born or if it was a gift I was going to receive or already have yet.

We came down off of a little hill (still in the woods) where I would receive my gift. A team of pitch black horses with fire where their manes are and streaks of fire like lightening bolts going through their body came to a holt in front of the unseen forces that had been handing out the gifts. (the horses had suddenly appeared running to the location where we was at via running in the air until they halted on the ground)
The horses were standing 2 beside each other with 2 more behind them and it went on for I don't know how many rows. It looked like they do when you see a team of horses pulling a wagon in the movies , but they didn't have a wagon or reigns on them. Their bodies were free of confinement.

Their bodies froze in place and they bowed their heads low out of respect and honor to the unseen beings. While they were bowed low their fiery manes and steaks still gently flowed in the breeze and puffs of air could be occasionally heard from their nostrils just like with real horses. Their bodies became froze in place with the fire still flowing, puffs still puffing and their eyes could still move. As they bowed their heads in reverence their eyes were still able to look up at the unseen beings and they never took their eyes off the beings. It was as if they were awaiting instructions.

They were beautiful, shiny, memorizing not scary. I got the feeling that those horses could be used for good or bad depending on their training and owner. They were very impressive looking as they carried an air or respect, honor, authority, royalness but I didn't feel any fear. I just looked at them in awe.

I was confused wondering why this gift of mine was so very different then the others. Why was my gift so animated verses the other gifts?
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I asked my friend to please interpret the above dream if she felt led to. The below is what she came up with. The Holy Spirit is who gives the interpretation, she also used some definitions from the book  "Dreams Made Easy, Volume One" by Barb Dechant.

My friend's blog is here:
http://www.uncoverednomore.com/?q=blog/5
Below is the dream with her interpretations indicated via the "*" stars after the sections. My dream stuff in parenthesis.

The Interpretation Below:

"Dream atmosphere: Outdoors. No man made things around. A light to medium wooded landscape making it shady in the woods while sunny outside of the parameter of the woods. Dream was inside the woods where Im normally at due to in real life I get sun sick and cant be in the sunshine for long. Good weather. Not cold. Not hot. Trees had leaves and the ground didn't have greenery but the ground was dry and free from weeds, briers, etc."


*******My first impression is this is pre-curse, or post Armagedon, type place. And you are familiar with it because you have travelled in the spirit world before.******


"The dream was long with many aspects to it but the part that was made intent, strong and memorable was the part about the gifts."


***The Holy Spirit is showing you how you travel in this place sometimes, and that is why it was long. But at this time, He is showing you the current condition around you of gifting, and perhaps it is so you can direct knowledgeable prayer toward what He is about to show you.***

 

 

"I was in spirit form and therefor able to "fly" around verses walking around. I was hanging out with whomever the unseen force was that I could hear speaking. It was giving out spiritual gifts/talents to people. Each gift was shaped as a colorful animal that had sheep wool for fur no matter what kind of animal it was. I saw lime green, orange, brown gifts and more. Each gift did not move or become alive at that point but there was the feeling that they would be later on down the road. Before the person was born their gift was discussed and given out to them and at some point the gift was handed to the hands of their spirit. I kept wondering what my gift was gonna be. It was not clear if this was before I was born or if it was a gift I was going to receive or already have yet."



***This part reminds me of how the Psalmist says we are known before we are born. Flying is highly prophetic communication. The unseen voice may be angelic or the Holy Spirit. “Sheep wool” depicts the sheep Jesus speaks of in parables, and so I am guessing you need to intercede for gifting within the body of Christ (I am also understanding some of this “guess” from my own prayer journeys here lately because part of the reason I have suffered quite a bit with the ministry of UNM is because many people do not understand the spiritual gifts as Christians. There is a lot of ignorance, unbelief, and just general persecution which causes us to not be able to be free in the use of our giftings.) Brown: Compassion, humility; pastor; repentant; born again. Orange: Perseverance; powerful; strong; fire or passion of God; God’s protection; purification; angels; praise; intercession…Kiss of the Son (plus more…this is a heavily prophetic color evidently). Green: Growth; Prosperity; Conscience; Renewal. And the “Lime” could be a play on words….when you suck a lime, you will cringe. You are called to pray for these colorful qualities/gifts of the Holy Spirit to come forth and while these are wonderful things, the “renewal” may make some of us pucker as we are released because regenerative work to bring forth gifts we are born with can be painful though wonderful. Change is always a good, but laborious, process.
Everyone is born with gifting, and Satan’s warfare holds it down and makes many people, unbelievers and believers alike, very confused about their worth and/or what they are made to do. ***

 

"We came down off of a little hill (still in the woods) where I would receive my gift. A team of pitch black horses with fire where their manes are and streaks of fire like lightening bolts going through their body came to a holt in front of the unseen forces that had been handing out the gifts. (the horses had suddenly appeared running to the location where we was at via running in the air until they halted on the ground) The horses were standing 2 beside each other with 2 more behind them and it went on for I don't know how many rows. It looked like they do when you see a team of horses pulling a wagon in the movies , but they didn't have a wagon or reigns on them. Their bodies were free of confinement.

Their bodies froze in place and they bowed their heads low out of respect and honor to the unseen beings. While they were bowed low their fiery manes and steaks still gently flowed in the breeze and puffs of air could be occasionally heard from their nostrils just like with real horses. Their bodies became froze in place with the fire still flowing, puffs still puffing and their eyes could still move. As they bowed their heads in reverence their eyes were still able to look up at the unseen beings and they never took their eyes off the beings. It was as if they were awaiting instructions."

******Coming off the hill means you came down from the third heaven place of flying and went into the second heaven with your sight. "Frozen" means the giftings are frozen up and need to be released.
Black: Elegant, mystery or mysterious; Hidden wealth of wisdom. Horse: Power, authority, movement of God; Strength; Swiftness; Spiritual support; Powerful individual ministry; note the color of the horse. Since the horses were worshipping, I feel this is the Holy Spirit speaking to you. We do not worship angels though we are a little lower than them. The Apostle John did fall before an angel in Revelation, and the angel made him get back up. The fiery manes ties into the “orange” above, and it is the fire of the Holy Spirit, refining fire. It may help you to go read about the “godly horses” of Revelation to get further depth of meaning.*****

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"They were beautiful, shiny, memorizing not scary. I got the feeling that those horses could be used for good or bad depending on their training and owner. They were very impressive looking as they carried an air or respect, honor, authority, royalness but I didn't feel any fear. I just looked at them in awe. I was confused wondering why this gift of mine was so very different then the others. Why was my gift so animated verses the other gifts?"

***Gifting is given to all individuals, and it is used for the Lord or selfishly for the devil. If we look at Hollywood and the music industry we can see stark contrasts. Your gifting seems different than the others because you are very aware of your gifting, and others are not only unaware of their gifting but somewhat unbelieving towards others who operate in their gifting. Thus all the judgment/critical stances within the Christian churches. This is the condition of the body of Christ in the United States, and this may be why you were given this dream so you can pray. I have personally seen, and written about, how important it is to have a strong home culture to nurture gifting like you are seeing here so that the children, young adults, and even older people not used to using their gifting can begin to knowledgeably step out in faith and use what God created them with unto the glory of God and to bring in the harvest of the world. So many people don’t know their worth in God’s eyes, and that is so sad when what those of us who are prophetic see their worth. It is hard to communicate these sorts of nurturing things to people on a congregational (much less ministerial) level. This nurturing is a strong ministry for women in the home culture that is next to non-existent right now. This is why we have seen such a surge of the spirit of Jezebel when women teach mixed groups. It is because we have not been given our place of use and all people are generally suffering for it because the Christian women have been so chased out of the home culture and held down as women even within the Christian world.**

I hope that helps with your perspective, and I apologize in advance if I missed it anywhere in my interpretation. Love you! ~[her name here]

 

  

 

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lord Jesus I Cry Out To You For Guidence!

I thank the Lord for having Godly parents who raised me knowing about Jesus. Jesus is my strength, power and might. He gives me the ability to keep on keeping on rather well.

Creator's son (Jesus) is my Great Rescuer saving me from the hands of the enemy over and over.  No power is greater then He. And because I am His and He is mine I have the freedom to use His Power for my Protection.

Lord Jesus guide me please, guide me as I speak with these hurting people that also have "unaccepted" gifting and get thrown by the wayside because of it. Help me to show them You in a way that reaches deep down into their souls and opens the eyes of their spirit to The Truth and nothing but the Truth.

The enemy has a very strong hold on some of them because the churches have not understood prophetic gifting and have chased those types away mistaking them for being in error. So those types turned to evil and think they are doing good. Oh Lord Jesus give us all the Strength and Power to know what to do and say. I need You so much right now as I council with these strongly gifted people who are wounded and hurting souls. Guide me. Guide my words. Guide my thoughts. Guide my actions.
I need Your Devine Guidance especially right now. The lies of the enemy are so convincing. The lies lie making the people unable to see the Truth. Make them see You, unblind them right now, open their eyes to see You!

I ask that others pray with me and for me as well.

Quail and Eggs

Last night I had a long dream that had mostly nonsense in it.

But there was a short session of it all where I kept seeing those little bob white quails. In the dream I really wanted some quails just for the fun of it.

The one kept laying a ton of peas sized eggs.

Quails- tend to represent prosperity etc.

Egg- from what I read represent all the blessings is that the eggs mean a new life, blessings coming your way.

Quail Eggs

Last night's dream was long but for the most part just silly mundane things that I have already forgotten. Except for in one portion of the dream where I come across some quails. I had been wanting some for pets. I really really waned to buy one or two of the quail.

 In the dream the quail had laid many eggs tiny ones and many of  them. I held some of them in my right hand and began looking at them.

To me the quail is saying that I'm growing spiritually.

I think the tiny white quail eggs where representing the gifts for our spirit.
The End.

His Names Floating Up to Him / Anointed Music

Sometimes there are Christians who have a special anointing in their singing voices and their ability to play instruments. Their voice and music has the God made ability to touch ones soul and spirit in many ways. I do not have that gifting but I sure am thankful that some do. Natalie Grant's song "Your Great Name"  is one of those songs that for me I feel the anointing in it as it has touched me.
Here is a youtube link for it:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IuuLBPOYcI8

There has been times when Im playing this song that I lean my head back and close my eyes. Often times when I do that I see encouraging things to comfort me or something comforting about someone I know. I wish it were more acceptable in society to tell the person the comforting visions/mental videos/mental pictures I sometimes get about them although if done calmly, privately and in good timing with God's anointing there are times when I can do so.

One of the mental videos I got tonight while this song was playing was this:
 I was in the air (I guess?) where I could see the USA via being on the west coast and looking out over the land in all the 48 states main land. I could see all the names for God in thick white letters coming up from the country all over the place and going straight up to Him.

My position in the air changed and I was then able to see a thick wide bright white tunnel was connected to the earth were the USA is as if it were a vacuum sucking it up, the words gently kept going up through the tunnel until it reached Him. I was then seeing the world as I "floated" in space seeing the tunnel from the outside.

I was then inside the tunnel floating as the words kept coming. I could reach out to touch them. At one point I reached up and caught ahold of the name Jesus as it carried me along with it as it sprung white wings and started flying. It took me to the entrance of the tunnel where a very large hand reached out for me to sit on, the skin color of the hand was always changing looking like the skin colors of all the people on earth-black-white-red-yellow-brown.

Just like the song says "Your Great Name", those words were of the many ways we know Him as in all the languages and ways we call Him. They were the names of the Lord being spoke from His children and being gently drawn to Him as soon as they left the lips of His saints.

Since I am from the USA I saw it from that point of view but the names of the Lord float up all around the world in every country. They all reach Him, He receives them all. He knows them all. He hears you. He knows you. He loves you.

Suck It Up Butter Cup and Deflate That Big Head Of Yours and Lift Your Trodden Down Head To The Lord!

Are you wanting to be esteemed and held in high regard?

There is nothing wrong with needing some praise, respect and back patting. We all need encouraged and lifted up from time to time to help keep our moral boosted, but I warn you do not ever let it go to your head.

Never over praise a person unless you want to be the cause of their swollen heads.

When we float too high from swollen heads we will be brought down fast!

You WILL be wrong at times!

You WILL fail at times!

And all that is ok for no human can be 100% perfect.

When someone confronts you with your error take it like a man (or woman) and suck it up. Yeah, it hurts but suck it up buttercup because that is life. Pray about it and see what God has to say about it.

On the other side of the coin is those who are too humble never taking a pleasant 'thank you' and compliment. Being too humble is just of a spiritual sickness as being a big head is.

Go ahead and take a compliment, we all need them, but if you ever find yourself thinking you are better, smarter, that your gifting is better and that you know more then others then watch out because you are now a big head and big heads come down hard and painful! Knock it down a notch sista or brotha! Come back down to earth and relocate your mind!

Remember it is not you with the power. It is Him and only Him.

Agree to disagree respectfully and politely with others when needed. There is no need to argue or make them look bad because they don't see things your way. And just because someone does not agree with you does NOT mean they are disrespecting you! Get over yourself NOW and go on in whatever YOUR gifting is! You are loved no matter your gifting, no matter your mistakes, no matter your regrets!

Sometimes some people need to be humbled often because of how if they get too much power, money or a big following they become big heads taking the glory for themselves. And some never ever take a pat on the back as they waller in low self esteem and emotional filth. Neither is good!

For the too humble low self esteemed types: Pick up your head and old it high, not so high that you cant see those in front of you , but hold it up and look out before you. Look at what He has given you to do and go do it to the best of your ability not someone else's ability. No one is better then you. No one is worse then you. All is loved just like you.You are you the God made you as and as a child of God you must hold your head up and look straight out at your task and your blessings. You are not lowly trash! God don't make trash ya know!

Lord forgive me for having been guilty of both at times.

Look to Him.

Get Off Your Duff Churches!

It's about time churches start teaching the real Truth!

For centuries we in the west have been poisoned with a well meaning falsity.

No I don't think pastors are doing it on purpose. Most all of the pastors I've known truly love the Lord and preach to the best of their ability and they have did some mighty great things sacrificing much. Our churches have come to the rescue and helped so very many people and sent out missionaries all over the world to feed, medicate and teach people everywhere. This is a good thing!

But what are we missing?

We are missing togetherness in Truth and belief as we divide up into categories known as denominations all based off of man made interpretations and rules.

Rules made to control not bring others to Him.

Rules made to cause guilt and shame if not followed.

I'm so sick of it! Not all the gifts from the Holy Spirit are being accepted and used! Where and when did the church start going so blind?

The Bible clearly states that speaking on tongues is not wrong. No I'm not one to speak it much but I do know what the Bible says about it so therefor I believe it!

They rose the dead from the grave via the power of Jesus and Jesus said that we too could so why don't we see it?

They healed the sick so why cant we? Jesus is the same now and then so why cant we heal?

Did you know that in the poor countries they see healings? And why wouldn't they? They have no other alternative to turn to but the Lord, they don't have food and clothing banks along with food stamps and medicaid to pay for their health care needs. They have nothing but God so they turn to Him and He takes care of them.

We on the other hand have long since forgotten what it's like to heal and help people in the Grace of God causing miracles to happen. Where is our faith?

I'm sick of every time a Christian mentions that they had a dream or vision or that they spoke in tongues that they are considered as idiots in error. I'm so sick of the wimpy gospel where we have no Power to do a darn thing. Stand up and be a warrior for Jesus don't just go on living Powerless!

One of the greatest spiritual tragedies is churches no longer believing in the amazing super natural power of the Lord. There is a constant spiritual battle around us all the time. Rise up and fight! But we simply can not see it, we ration things away trying to make logical since of things when some times there is no logic or since to something because it is controlled by our enemy! Rise up warriors!

This does not mean we must blame everything on the enemy. Sometimes bad things just happen, but nevertheless you can stand and fight with the Power of Jesus! Nothing, and I mean nothing can beat Jesus!

I'm so sick off the Christians with a different sort of gifting getting thrown by the wayside as if their gifts don't matter and they are stupid. Not everyone is slated to sing, teach and preach ya know. Some of us are gifted differently and in a way others can not comprehend just as I cant comprehend how to sing and preach. Stop only allowing some gifts and ignoring others. Open your sickenly blinded eyes to the Truth and see that God is so much more then just a few gifts!

The time is now to get off your duff and know who you truly are in Him!

Don't look at the next person because they don't know what's up either. Instead look towards Him the Creator of all things.

He Just Blew Right On In!

As with a few previous posts I've mentioned how when I see that bright white light with a gold coloring I know it means God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.

Tonight in my home has been some extra turmoil and troubles. I sat outside crying out for God to come help us.
I saw me in my ancient warrior outfit with that large bright white sword as I used it around and about the outside of my house in the air as if I were flying. I made big wide sweeping arches killing off the enemy wherever it resided on my house. Every where I swiped a bright white wide trail was left until the entire house and property was covered in it. Then I stood on top of the house holding the sword when a gentle wind literally blew in Jesus as He literally slid right in on the trail the wind blew Him in on until He stopped on the roof sitting down indian style and smiling as if to say "yeah My daughter, you kicked their butt didn't ya?"
I bowed down and presented Him with the sword I had killed the enemy with (demons) as He still had that good natured smile on His face.

"This is my gift to You Jesus"

He got up and twirled me around dancing with me all while keeping that smile on His face as He gently spun me until I went down through the roof and into the house where He looked down and in on me still smiling then left leaving the glowing bright white.

Bust A Move For Him!

So very often I have saw myself in a mental picture where I am praising the Lord with praise music via graceful dance.

In the dream I am able to swing, sway, twirl, hop, spin and dance to perfection as my spirit does so for Him.

In real life I am not a dancer and am in fact a stiff ridged type dancer that might be described as resembling a demented yak break dancing. lol. But our spirits, well that is a whole new thing because it can bust a move quit nicely for the Lord.

So keep on dancing for Him either in your minds eye or in the physical presence!

Praise Him.

Bust a move for Him!

Yes, even bust a move for Him during the bad times.

Never give up! Rest, but don't give up! You MUST keep on keeping on using His strength and not your own! Keep your heart in His hands. Keep on dancing!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXH0MjGe10s
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O6CF2kpe0bU&list=PLZLOMPlM2utGKTKw4cQbPZNnCgMTOI0B-

A Presence There But Not Seen

As I laid in bed last night/real early this morning I felt something putting weight on my bed as if it was walking or crawling towards me from the foot of my bed. I checked and it was NOT my dogs or kids. Nothing and no one was on the bed with me.

I prayed. I put my arm where I last felt whatever it was moving. It was gone. I went back to sleep.

Today while driving alone in the car with no kids or pets I felt something in the back seat behind me "kneading" the seat pushing on it. I prayed for God to remove whatever it was if it was not from Him. It stopped and I went on my happy way to a family function.

No, Im not a lunatic. I am in the hear and now while still getting these strange "glimpses" of the mostly unseen spiritual world around us. Why? I don't know for sure, but aint nothing taking my spirit out of the hands of Jesus. My soul and spirit is deep with in His grasp and there isn't a thing taking it out.

Swamp and Fire

Last night I dreamed I lived in a new house on a road and area of the country or world I did not know. It had a swamp at the end of the road that contained alligators in it.

My little dog got in that swamp and I was driving a pick up truck pulling a trailer and its door came unlatched so I stopped to fix that and yelled down at the swamp for my dog to get out of the swamp before a gator got it and he came up the hill to me like he always does. He had been trying to chase me down the road because I had forgotten to take him with me which is why he was in the dangerous but not deep swamp.

I ended up back at my house (my house in that dream anyways) where I  saw a large fire as I was driving back to my house. I got there and stood in the my front yard and watched where up on the hill was a giant tall grain silo and a grain mill where a huge silos was on fire and threatening to topple over and down the hill wiping out the homes and people in its path. I tried getting my husband to agree to pack the kids and pets up to get out of there until the danger passed, but he refused and instead kept himself busy with mundane meaningless things ignoring the extreme danger just like he does so often real life in a spiritual since.

The people in the other homes kept going outside to look up the hill at the fire. They refused to realize that a big danger was right there in their faces. None of the emergency workers came and evacuate the neighborhood even though they should have. The fire got bigger and the massively tall silo was starting to burn in half and was going to come rolling and bouncing right smack down on the homes and people as they ever so stupidly watched it happen. I was frustrated with them.

The dream ended.
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The dream indicates to me how we human beings choose to be so stinking spiritually blinded where we cant see the Truth and know when danger is in our path. We just keep on doing what it is that we do while the danger gets closer and closer to us.

Praising The Nurse.

I dreamed I was some kind of special nurse. Crowds of people kept following me outside making repeated remarks about how I was a nurse. They kept wanting to get close to me. Everyone likes a bit of acknowledgement but this was too much.
They kept praising me as if I was something really special and had did some great work, but in my heart I knew I was just a human being and didn't deserve the excessive praise. I was not comfortable with hoards of people holding me so high.